22 February 2009
I HATE THIS HOME,I HATE THIS FAMILY.DON'T COMPARE WITH ME OTHERS,DON'T JUDGE ME WITH YOUR OWN THEORY.SO WHAT COUSIN THEY ALL COULD GET SCHOLARSHIP AND GO OVERSEAS TO STUDY.I HAVE NO INTENDS TO DO THAT.YOU DON'T TRUST ME THATS YOUR PROBLEM AIN'T MINE.
I HAVE MY OWN STAND,I WILL MAKE IT CLEAR TO YOU ONE DAY,I KNOW WHAT I AM DOING.DON'T GIVE LECTURE THAT YOU HAVE HEAR FROM YOUR FRIENDS.WHATEVER THEY TOLD YOU,YOU JUST MAKE A COPY OF IT,YES SO OF THEM ARE TRUE BUT SOME ARE ALSO NOT TRUE.
DO YOU KNOW WHY I EVERYDAY CHAT ON THE PHONE WITH OTHERS EVERYDAY?I CAN'T COMMUNICATE WITH ANYONE OF YOU IN THIS HOUSE.I PREFER TO STAY IN SCHOOL AS I CAN'T FIND ANY FAMILY WARMTH ANYMORE.THIS HOUSE,THIS FAMILY IS BASICALLY DEAD,EVERYONE IS DOING THEIR OWN STUFF BACK HOME,NO COMMUNICATION AT ALL.YOU HAD NEVER AGREE ANYTHING I AM DOING,YOU NEVER DO,YOU NEVER WILL.
CONTINUE TO CURSE ME THAT I FAIL MY 'O' LEVEL.I WILL MAKE A OATH THAT I WILL NEVER FAIL MY 'O' LEVEL.I WILL MAKE IT INTO NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC.STOP GIVING THOSE EYES AND EXPRESSIONS.I HATE IT.ONE DAY I WILL CLARIFY ALL DOUBTS YOU HAD IN ME,ALL THE MISTRUST AND DISBELIEVE.
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