24 November 2009
I'm so afraid
It's my most tiring day ever.Reached school about 9am,played basketball till 12.30?!Had a quick lunch and went to zhenghua csc to set-up for the match in the afternoon.After all the matches ended at about 5.We played basketball till coach and QuanFong girls arrived.Had 5on5 matches with them.I want to apologise today with so words that i shouldn't say.I think all of you should know why i'm like that.Seriously ref sucks to the core,i just want to be a slacker.When the emotion of a human reach it's highest peak,they will really lose control and cried.
Playing basketball in school tomorrow again ;]
I really don't know when my legs will give way to me.When i took off my knee guard,it totally doesn't feels right.I am really worried and scared.I still want to run,i want to feel the wind.How?
How i wish i could grow up normally in a way like most people.I envy people with peaceful family,A family which could let you feel the warmth.How i wish i could spent my seconday school un-injure.I still could remember how unlucky i was to get into those trouble,how i got those scar on face.My mentality is so must different than other people.The surrounding force me to change like no other.I wish someone could appear in my life to care for me and i will sacrifices anything for her.For now,it's impossible.Happiness is only temporarily after that it only makes you suffer and feel totally down,for now.Never get too serious.I know there are people more worst than me in the world but i haven't know or see it with my own eyes before."Life is really short but the road rhrough out life is so long."I know the road ahead of me is so far,i wonder am i able to take it straight on?Ir's so tough.This my fate,i gotta accept it
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