I blame myself for my incapable leadership,incompetent skill at that time.Later on(in the afternoon),i will try my best to clear my regret at that time.Me alone doesn't stand a chance,will the rest wake up in that match?we will see.I just don't want to lose to that school.I will go all out but how much pressure and stress can my knee take?

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Basically i wake up at 12.30,eat my lunch and use the computer.Went back to sleep at 2.30.Woke up at 5.30.At first receive msg that there is no csc training due to the rain.At around 6.15 coach say training is resume.Reach zhenghua csc at 7plus.I wasn't really in the mood today,.I have no idea why.My brain is like still sleeping,Learn 'double L' and 'X' today.Quite like the new tatic.Going open house tomorrow.

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Coach john told me the reason of my knee/leg is so painfully this few months after i run after training,when i asked him yesterday.I am also not quite how to say it out.Basically he said i need to rest for 3months.I can shoot basketball,If i want to maintain my stamina,i got to go swimming 2to3 times a week.Swim for 30laps,after every week increase 5laps.Guess i will rest after zhenghua cup end.I am feeling so down.

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OH yeah!Gib,conor,wenjie and me found a new game to play!We are loving it!Introduce to the rest tomorrow!

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More Graduation Night photos.Miss Jess i want get the photooooo frommm you!Spent my morning in school then went to greenridge to eat.Went to zheng yang house for the whole afternoon.Going queensway sec tomorrow.






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It's my most tiring day ever.Reached school about 9am,played basketball till 12.30?!Had a quick lunch and went to zhenghua csc to set-up for the match in the afternoon.After all the matches ended at about 5.We played basketball till coach and QuanFong girls arrived.Had 5on5 matches with them.I want to apologise today with so words that i shouldn't say.I think all of you should know why i'm like that.Seriously ref sucks to the core,i just want to be a slacker.When the emotion of a human reach it's highest peak,they will really lose control and cried.

Playing basketball in school tomorrow again ;]

I really don't know when my legs will give way to me.When i took off my knee guard,it totally doesn't feels right.I am really worried and scared.I still want to run,i want to feel the wind.How?

How i wish i could grow up normally in a way like most people.I envy people with peaceful family,A family which could let you feel the warmth.How i wish i could spent my seconday school un-injure.I still could remember how unlucky i was to get into those trouble,how i got those scar on face.My mentality is so must different than other people.The surrounding force me to change like no other.I wish someone could appear in my life to care for me and i will sacrifices anything for her.For now,it's impossible.Happiness is only temporarily after that it only makes you suffer and feel totally down,for now.Never get too serious.I know there are people more worst than me in the world but i haven't know or see it with my own eyes before."Life is really short but the road rhrough out life is so long."I know the road ahead of me is so far,i wonder am i able to take it straight on?Ir's so tough.This my fate,i gotta accept it

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Today woke up at 5plus to attend the netball carnival.Our school resigter under the Zhenghua csc,thus i need to take charge of them.Alvin told me to go ahead to take them first in tthe morning as he has coaching stuff to do.Well,i guess they did a great job for the carnival ;]
Aftermath,went to queensway with gibson,eugene,lee rong,wisely and zheng yang.We went there to buy wisely new basketball shoes.Settle dinner and went to 'IKEA'.We crap that like about more than 40mins?Train back home.

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This are the some of the photos that were taken on the night of our 'Graduation Night'.I will definitely miss my batch a lot ;] 4years we have been together.On the night,whatever unhappy event that happened in the past was all forgotten by all of us. More photos are in prok camera and miss jess one.Will upload once i get it.








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In the afternoon,went to zhenghua csc to help out as usual.In the late evening,Attended the 'Graduation Night' today.My primary school pic appear on the screen for one of the games!God damm,i can't even recognise it myself!It was like my p1 or p2 pic.Hey guys,send me the pics that we have taken through msn.Thank you ;] Well,shall post again when i get those photos!Gotta wake up early for tomorrow.

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Rainy day as usual,one of the match was postpone.Luckily the other 2matches was carried out at Nanyang girls high.Save us the trouble of extending the date line of the zhenghua csc cup.Went zhenghua cc coffee shop to eat with gib,alvin,zhengyang.Some of the helpers couldn't make it today and i am almost toss today.'Wisely Sng' I am so gonna kill you!At least you inform me that you can't come!
Aftermath,went home to change and meet xavier,bird,terence and shan chun near my lrt station.He's driving today.We went to merchant court to have our dinner at swiss hotel.The buffet was quite nice and the variety of food is also widely spread.'Thanks !!!'Xavier for the treat like he promise he will after my 'O's!




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Going to be offically for zhenghua cup as usual.

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I am so pathetic today.What happen to me today?i have no idea.My performance today seriously sucks to the core.Maybe i am tired or maybe something else.I couldn't really catch a breath.Phew,at least we win pioneer.I need to pump back my stamina asap.Of day tomorrow,no match to empire.Maybe go to my sis house?!

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• 14/11

Went to Nanyang Girls high.Woah,they also have indoor court.I am so envy!Aftermath,went home change,went to west mall and catch the movie '2012'.It was really nice.I recommend you people you watch it ;].Went conor house to slack after the movie.

Happy Birthday Eugene

• 15/11(Today)

I intended to sleep the whole day for today.you know what?I'm lazy to say it out.Long story.Well,i am super duper tired but i have to go my grandma house now.

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Today was a total waste of time.The clouds doesn't seem okay today!Rain almost the whole day,match cancel,csc training cancel.Tmd!After dinner at csc,went to conor house to slack.Tomorrow going out for movie and i have a game to blow in the morning.8.15 must reach 'Nanyang Girls High'?woah it's sooooooooo early for me.

Happy Birthday Coach ;]

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Love, a thing that makes all human do silly things at sometime of their lives. Expressions, When words cant explain, its the next best explaination on its own. Emotions, god's greatest gift or curse? Choices, its simple when u have a definate answer. Lessons in life are best learned through 1's own actions with no regrets. That's why regrets are never in my book. Not because i'm strong, i chose to be.

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Tmd!I can't even imagine this was how i look like when i was just a kid.Look at me now and the picture of my past.I am seriously laughinggggg!










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'O's are Over!seriously there is nothing to do also.Finally i take a break from zhenghua cup.Tomorrow no competition=i no need be offical.Reach home at about 8.30,went to bath.Aftermath went to bpp starbucks to meet kenny and zi wei.Chitchat slack and home sweet home.

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Lost yesterday 3on3 because our oppenent was bigger than us.We could go to the semi-final.Darn!I still have a long gap to improve myself.Look at the time now,i have class in school now,so gotta run now.
Going to zhenghua csc to help out coach for the outcoming games this afternoon.It's quite some time i have been referee,haha.
If anyone is interested in watching the match please feel free to come.Zhenghua csc is helding this cup to prepare everyone for next year upcoming tourament.There will be 4matches per day.From 2.30 till 6.30.It will last one month.The ending date is on 13december,if i am not wrong.

For you,anything is possible.
~Faith~.(white)

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I finally notice one thing.Girl you're important to me.I tried to let go of you but i can't.It's so hard.Well i am a stubborn person.I must admit that.After you told me i have totally no hope,i still love you.It doesn't matter whether i have a chance,i just want to see you happy ;].I got so agitated when i see those girls saying such things about you.They are really too overboard.I know you're really really sad.Please remember whatever happen,i will be there for you as a friend.I will care for you.
Some time i feel like our age gap is not suitable for us to be together.Some time i wish i was a sec3 student or you're a sec2 student.You know why i could promise so many things in the past?!Because,you're a girl which is like i am finding for all this time and I am a secondary 4student.I really miss those time spending together with you.I still can remember the time we chat,both of us couldn't communicate with each other with chinese!haha.When i laugh you will also laugh because you said my laughter was funny.heh.Time fly so quicking.Smile girl ;]

Well what is meant to be yours is yours.This is reality!Don't know whether you will see this.I just want to say things out here.

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Oops i am wrong.The 3on3 basketball is at -Takasimaya~.It will be held from morning till about late afternoon.Need to wake up at 6 plus.Yawns,i will take a long time for me to drag out of bed.I have the desire to 'WIN' tomorrow.

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Went back to zhenghua csc today!
I love the feeling of playing basketball with you guys again!
After training went to eat and headed to Leerong house.to wish him happy birthday?!Event and stuff started to flow in when i went back today.Tomorrow haven't a event in a the afternoon.Sunday zhenghua cup 3on3.From the start of next week,i am going to be the referee of zhenghua cup as it is only for the 'B' division next year.The schedule is like monday till friday,2.30 till 6.30.Gosh,real busy.Hope i still have time to go my personal stuff.After U15 milo cup end,it will be us:U17 and U19 preparing for our upcoming milo cup is in may or june.


~~~~~Happy Birthday Leerong!~~~~~~~~

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Going back to 'QuanFong' tomorrow.Roar!Intended to play basketball the whole day but it rain almost the whole day?!.What a drag,totally spoil my mood.Sent aunite anna to lot1 mrt,went to lot1 to get 'knee guard' but apparently they didn't have the right size for me.Thus,went to plaza with sanchun and wisely to buy.

'O's are so call "OVER" now.Reason:i am only left with chinese(re-taking) and physics/chemistry Mcq.One is on tuesday and the other is wednesday.I need to slack abit.I gonna have a goodnight sleep tonight.You know how tough was it during this 2weeks plus?When i am going to bed,i can't sleep.I kept feeling that there was some chapter/topic i didn't studied.I spent like 30mins-45mins to get to bed.Gosh!

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8 days to freedom!
I want to sweat!
I want to touch basketball!
I want get back to the court!
I want to watch all the latest movie!
I want get back to QuanFong as soon as possible!

Days goes by so slow.Ireally can't wait anymore.

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